I had a dream last night that I held you in my arms again. That every bad thing that has happened in the last month never did. You were smiling and we were laughing and your skin felt just as I remembered under my shaking nervous hands. I haven’t felt so happy since that time we laid in your bed laughing that first night you kissed me. And then I woke up. I woke up alone in a different city remembering the way your sleepy smile looked in the morning. The way you would get up and make us coffee and come back to bed to cuddle me awake. I woke up remembering that we don’t talk anymore, that me crossing your mind is now a rarity and I’m feeling this alone. And now, I don’t want to wake up.
That’s what it looks like. That’s really what it looks like
Being out in the ocean is actually so scary because when you look really far out you can kind of see how the Earth is rounded out. It looks like a few miles ahead you’re just gonna fall off or something.
Also fun trick: if ur on mobile, double tap zoom in and slide the picture side to side. It looks like you’re actually there looking left to right